CS Lewis on Prayer. Me on Free Shipping

CS Lewis on Prayer. Me on Free Shipping

I’m cutting it close, but I knew I needed to participate in Dawn’s 15th (!!!) blogging anniversary party. While I rarely post in her Wednesdays with Word’s link-up, I dearly love reading through what has been collected there. It’s a WWW ladyduskwonderful way to spend too much money on books. 😀

I’ve been reading through the works of CS Lewis for a year now, and the wisdom and insight of this man still amazes me.  I recently began reading through Letters to Malcolm, and I have been humbled once again by the privilege of being able to glimpse inside such a mind.  It has been fascinating to read that many of the same struggles I have faced in my own prayer education have also been faced by others.
One section in particular has stuck with me. As someone who dearly loves to ruminate on the past, and who has recently found myself mourning the permanent loss of some genuinely good things, this section has touched and soothed me.


“I am beginning to feel that we need a preliminary act of submission not only towards possible future afflictions but also towards possible future blessings. I know it sounds fantastic; but think it over. It seems to me that we often, almost sulkily, reject the good that God offers us because, at that moment, we expected some other good. Do you know what I mean? On every level of our life— in our religious experience, in our gastronomic, erotic, aesthetic, and social experience— we are always harking back to some occasion which seemed to us to reach perfection, setting that up as a norm, and depreciating all other occasions by comparison. But these other occasions, I now suspect, are often full of their own new blessing, if only we would lay ourselves open to it. God shows us a new facet of the glory, and we refuse to look at it because we’re still looking for the old one. And of course we don’t get that. You can’t, at the twentieth reading, get again the experience of reading Lycidas for the first time. But what you do get can be in its own way as good.

This applies especially to the devotional life. Many religious people lament that the first fervours of their conversion have died away. They think— sometimes rightly, but not, I believe, always— that their sins account for this. They may even try by pitiful efforts of will to revive what now seem to have been the golden days. But were those fervours— the operative word is those—ever intended to last?

It would be rash to say that there is any prayer which God never grants. But the strongest candidate is the prayer we might express in the single word encore. And how should the Infinite repeat Himself? All space and time are too little for Him to utter Himself in them once. And the joke, or tragedy, of it all is that these golden moments in the past, which are so tormenting if we erect them into a norm, are entirely nourishing, wholesome, and enchanting if we are content to accept them for what they are, for memories. Properly bedded down in a past which we do not miserably try to conjure back, they will send up exquisite growths. Leave the bulbs alone, and the new flowers will come up. Grub them up and hope, by fondling and sniffing, to get last year’s blooms, and you will get nothing.”


Now, how many of you were able to enter my giveaway of last week?  It was ever so much fun!  For those of you who didn’t win, I have a consolation prize: Free Shipping on everything in my Aftcra store through April 29th!  So if you’ve been absolutely longing for a Charlotte Mason Motto Bracelet, or one of my  Truth Beauty Goodness bracelets has been calling your name, now might be a good time to visit the shop.  😀


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